1.
In my absence I knew myself
I saw you but walked through myself
I thought of life and death and god
From the mountain I threw myself
That canvas was not always blank
It was not then I drew myself
A crowd gathers to see me dead
I'm waiting in the queue myself
I cut the peepal from my wall
And through the wall I grew myself
I run madly on sacred paths
And then I bump into myself
I break into several pieces
I pick a part and chew myself
Your intimacy makes me think:
I wish I could undo myself
Some shadows seeking solitude
Entered me when I slew myself
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I see a boy drowning, Ammar
Each night I run, rescue myself
2.
This ghazal has refrain: naked
She'll have to now remain naked
I was the sanest in my town
You're turning me insane naked
Our souls were always so distant
We were lying in vain naked
I changed my mind, I almost left
And then you got again naked
I thought my clothes were drenched in mud
But then I saw the stain naked
This is the matter of my soul
I'll self-inflict the pain naked
I was not dressed for after-life
I chose the track of train naked
Cages of rhymes were all veiled up
They left birds of refrain naked
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3.
I hear a sigh every moment
I wonder why every moment
Love brings us into life's embrace
In love we die every moment
Lonely folks who dwell in the dark
Look at the sky every moment
Why should I not end my life now?
I justify every moment
Every moment I change my mind
I bid goodbye every moment
Shameless whore that is existence
I would deny every moment
Nightingale of our nothingness
Would like to fly every moment
I was born in a martyrs' tribe
We have to cry every moment
What can you do, it's certain life
Passes you by every moment
A path exists, but not for us
Why must we try every moment?
Cursed drinker, Ammar, that is you
You shall be dry every moment
4.
Let's strip the cloak of godlessness
And breathe the smoke of godlessness
This night the newborns laughed with glee
They heard the joke of godlessness
The fertile land of god was grand
There grew an oak of godlessness
I found my god in springing leaves
Once fell, they spoke of godlessness
I threw the albumen of hope
And ate the yolk of godlessness
My faith had ceased to give a high
I sniffed the coke of godlessness
All men who fought for faiths and all
They were kinfolk of godlessness
Once god had read the books he sent
He had a stroke of godlessness
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Ammar I'll pray though Earth is all
Shrouded in smoke of godlessness
