Your relationship to the audience is essentially via your back. Isn't that ironical?
But audiences want to see you.
Is there any parallel to explain the special relationship between a conductor and the orchestra?
If you play a piece many times over, does it ever become a practised effort?
Does it ever become monotonous?
How is that possible?
It is then the labour of love, always.
Did you ever play any instrument?
Did you ever give yourself a career option?
Do your children play any music?
