I lived through those times. Of chaos and gunshots, kidnappings and a lot of fear. It was 1999 when my school senior Shilpi Jain’s semi-naked body was found in a car in Patna. The case remains unsolved and for years, we have lived with that memory of a rape. She had been gang-raped. She was only 22. I have repeated this story many times over, in the hope that talking about it will release it from my body. But stories like that hardly leave you. They refer to those times as “jungle raj” and when Nitish Kumar took over in 2005, he said he would end the “jungle raj”. It is true that he did sort out many things and the streets became less dangerous for us.