While writing Guru Dutt: An Unfinished Story, I discovered facets of his life and mind that were as captivating, and confounding, as the films he left behind. What fascinated me most was the paradox at his core: a film-maker crafting timeless masterpieces like Pyaasa, Kaagaz ke Phool and Sahib Bibi aur Ghulam, even as he wrestled with profound personal turmoil and fragile mental health. Creativity and conflict coexisted in the restless, mercurial mind. One trait that stood out was his curious indecisiveness. Amid his legendary successes, there ran a quiet thread of indecision. For every Baazi, Pyaasa or Sahib Bibi aur Ghulam, there were films that began with great promise, some even partially shot at great expense, only to be abandoned.