THEY call Thailand the "Land of Smiles" but for India it may well have been the "Land of Agony". But then any sporting is such for India. It took four days for India to get into the tally and it was accompanied with so much fear and trepidation that the women's weightlifting coach, Pal Singh Sandhu, admitted: "We first wanted to make sure about the bronze and then think about silver. And once silver was sure we tried for the gold." Alas, silver it stayed, but for a contingent that was starved of medals it was some respectability. And most of the officials accompanying the contingent—their numbers can never be confirmed simply because no one, not even the Indian Olympic Association, knows—who had studiously avoided the media could at least emerge from their disguises, so to speak.