Politicians anywhere must defend themselves against the world. The problem in India is that they have requisitioned diplomats to perform the dirty task. And most admit it isn’t an edifying experience. "I am just hoping all this will pass quickly. It is like being stuck in a bush full of thorns," says a senior diplomat. Another confesses to having had sleepless nights. "My conscience troubled me after reading about Gujarat. But what option do we have? We either defend the government or we resign."