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Notes From Zero Point

The optimism on the ground fades to grief, bewilderment

Notes From Zero Point
Narendra Bisht
Notes From Zero Point
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On Sunday, February 18, preparations had begun for the Lahori spring festival, Jashn-e-Baharan, disliked by mullahs but a huge hit with ordinary people and a draw for visitors. Lights and colourful banners were coming up. A few kites were darting around. Tourists had already begun trickling into the city, among them turbaned Sikhs from the other Punjab. At Race Course Park, stalls were being put up for a music festival. I spent the evening chatting with Usman Peerzada, a well-known Pakistani theatre personality who organises mega performing arts festivals in Lahore. Most of our conversation was about the growing contact between Pakistanis and Indians, despite bureaucratic roadblocks. Last year, he said exultantly, out of 675 foreign performers at his World Performing Arts Festival, 185 were from India.

That was Sunday. On Monday morning, the optimistic mood of the night before was suddenly history. We rushed to the Lahore railway station, where, at 10 am, a counter was already up and running. Ashraf, a rickshaw driver, was the first to arrive. His wife Zahida Parveen and sons Kamran and Danial were on the Samjhauta Express, coming back to Lahore after visiting relatives in old Delhi's Kabutarkhana market. Silent and grim, he would go up to the counter every now and then, repeating the names of his sons to officials who had already taken them down. Soon, other relatives began to show up. But there was no news for them. As the crowd began to grow around the counter of relatives, bystanders and the media, the mood was one of bewilderment and confusion: How could it have happened?


the information counter at the Lahore station

"Who could have done this," asked the Pakistani immigration officer at the Wagah border, which we had to cross that day, before our visas ran out. "Laskhar-e-Toiba," we suggested tentatively, as clueless as anyone else. "But what about your Indian groups, you know, your BJP and your Shiv Sena," he asked. It was not an accusation—rather, a painful search for answers, and an inability to believe that Muslims might have deliberately targeted Muslim passengers.

At the deserted border, officials were sombre, and so were the coolies. The Pakistani porters wear orange and green uniforms, the Indians blue, but their stories are identical: small farmers and landless from nearby villages, grateful for a smoother flow of traffic on the border, of passengers and goods. We watched them unload painted trucks from Kabul, laden with dry fruits for India or sacks of Indian onions bound for Pakistan. When the sacks shifted from Indian heads to Pakistani heads at zero point, heads almost met. Almost, but not quite. For both sides, news of the train disaster brought the same worry: life was getting better on the border, let nothing derail that.

At the Attari railway station, a short drive from Wagah, the ill-fated Samjhauta Express had arrived, on its way to Lahore. On the platform, among the immigration counters, were small groups of passengers—the lower middle class and poor of the subcontinent, traumatised by what they had seen and experienced—and unable to make sense of it. "There was no blast," insisted members of the group from Karachi. "There was some fault in the train." But Bhuri, an Indian widow from Meerut, travelling alone, and Zeenat Shafiq, a Pakistani, knew differently. Both had been in coach 11. Their TV soundbites delivered, they were now being examined by a railway doctor. Haltingly, the women talked, remembering the other families sitting around them, the women opening their dabbas to take out their rotis for the evening meal, and the children playing, until the blast ended it all. "Uske baad koi apne maa ke liye ro raha tha, koi apne bachche ke liye," (After that, some were wailing for their mother and some for heir children) said Zeenat, breaking into sobs.

Bhuri, as it turned out, was in double shock. Her daughter, married into a Lahore family, had just died in Pakistan. Their was no question of going back to Meerut now. "I have to look after my grandchildren," she said. It was the same for the rows of Indian Muslims waiting patiently to board the train from Attari. They had seen the charred bodies on TV, but there were things to be done in Pakistan, relatives to meet, weddings to attend. Life had to go on.

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