A little before midnight and it’s sort of quiet. Five minutes after we entermy favourite restaurant, Nasir Iqbal, we’re the only people there. There arecops on the road outside.
"It’s chand raat today, right? Where is the raunaq?"
"There were lots of people here till eleven, but now everyone’s gone home toprepare for tomorrow... and since the bombs there have been a lot of check postsput up here. That has made a big difference."
We walk in towards the dargah, with all the shops on the way winding down.There’s one person calling out to sell us
rose petals, just one offer of sevaiyan. Inside the dargah it’s emptier than Ihave ever seen it. The sound of water dripping from a hose is the loudest soundas the huge marble courtyard is cleaned for tomorrow’s prayers. A few peoplesitting around the mazaar, praying. The cats are out, prowling around the edges,looking for food, disappearing like ghosts through medieval crevices. We hearthe faint strains of qawwali. We barge into the house of Nizami Bandhu, qawwals,and are graciously allowed to sit in on a late night riyaaz.
They live in the many-arched basement of a sixteenth century tomb, with kickassacoustics. They’re practicing for an upcoming tour of the United States. Theregular rhythm guy still hasn’t got his visa. The last session is played backon a mobile phone. The next qawwali is taken up.
"Let’s create some mahaul." Atmosphere. Voices blend in soulful, sonoroussorrow. It isn’t good enough, apparently.
"It’s difficult to do after a haadsa like that." Incident.Happening. I am haunted by the song but it feels like a paraphrase: Mujhechain se jeene ki ijaazat de de... Allow me to live in peace... O Lord?
It’s a song about Madina. City, in Arabic. This city? All cities?
They sing Kabir. Practice winds down around 1 am. Tea is called for, the familygathers around. We’re part of it all. The laughter, the camaraderie, the fun.Of course you have to stay for tea, you can’t leave. No one’s going to sleep
tonight anyway.
We finally leave after 1.30 am. The basti seems so much livelier than when wecame. We eat insanely tasty phirni at 1.45 am. Our Id is already mubarak.