Vinod Mehta’s passing feels like a letting go of a part of my own past. Most times, time “slips by like a field mouse; not shaking the grass” (to use Ezra’s Pound’s lines, not quite in context), and it takes that milestone event to make the inevitability of time so salient—a stark reminder of your own muffled march to the grave. It may be that moment when your mother matter-of-factly tells you over the phone that your grandmother may be on her last few months; or when you watch Sachin Tendulkar walk into the sunset, and realise that your rush of tears is not so much from any personal attachment to the man, as a wistful letting go of your childhood; or, now, hearing that the editor of the weekly magazine you grew up on has died. But each moment of memory is not just “a place of arrival, but a point of departure—a catapult throwing you into present times, allowing you to imagine the future instead of accepting it.” Few things perhaps characterised my school days more than Outlook. That eager anticipation of the doorbell on late Tuesday afternoons in Madras, waiting for the week’s copy. The soft crinkle of its white plastic with red lettering. Saving the best articles to be savoured last. Now and then, lamenting, at dinner, the drop in the quality of its stories (but never the writing). In a time without the internet, without convenient nuggets to be lapped up as news, it was through Outlook that I came to know the world. RIP, Vinod Mehta.