IT will be with a measure of unease that Farooq Abdullah will celebrate his first year in office on October 9. As it is, the chief minister is being widely criticised for not delivering all that he promised.Now the week-long celebrations will be held under the shadow of the Pakistani attack on the border town of Kargil on September 29, which resulted in the death of 17 civilians. While the National Conference government would have liked to present a picture of normalcy, the skirmishes along the border and the intensified infiltration of mercenaries from Pakistan is being seen by many in the Valley as a message from across the LOC that there can only be at best a troubled normalcy in Kashmir.