What provoked your break with the convent?
Convent authorities branded me a mental patient and tried to take me to a psychiatrist. So I'm trying to prove to the world I'm alright.
What did you have in mind when you wrote about the chance sexual encounters?
Wanted to be true to myself and my readers. Let the world know what's happening within the four walls. It's not what one expects.
Should priests and nuns give up celibacy?
Celibacy is laudable but very difficult. Let priests and nuns have the freedom to marry.
Isn't there an ombudsman-type authority to look into complaints by nuns?
Every three years we elect superiors. But it's a sham. I was once a member of the electoral college so I know what it is.
The worst form of exploitation in convents?
Making you do unwanted things in the name of blind obedience because we have taken the vow of obedience.
Is there parental coercion behind girls enrolling in convents?
Not much. But from childhood, we are brainwashed into believing that becoming a priest or nun is the best that one can aspire for.
How safe are you after leaving the convent?
Jesus protects. In houses I've stayed after leaving my order, the Congregation of the Mother of Carmel people have been protective. The church has perhaps decided to leave me alone.
Can sublimating yourself as the bride of Jesus substitute for a real-life partner?
When one's heart is filled with Jesus, one doesn't need a human partner. Spiritual bliss is far superior to that of physical ecstasy.
What ails Christian institutions?
Those who want to misuse the church can go to any extent. Lust for money breeds all other forms of lust for which you will even kill, as evident in the case of Sister Abhaya (allegedly murdered for witnessing sex in a convent).
What next?
To set up a shelter for women and provide food, clothing, and peace. Amen!